||[Apr. 14th, 2005|08:47 am]
|||||mariah carey - we belong together||]|
it's morning and i gota get ready for school. but i just wanted to update really quick becuase last night.... i had the most amazing dream in my life. it's something i never wana forget, even though it breaks my heart.
it was me and chris. i can't remember every detail, but i know it was just great. it felt so real because all the words and all the actions are what could've been. he said shit like he always liked ria but he left her or something.... well bad on my part cuz it seems like i'm the rebound, but then again i wasn't. even though he cared for her, i knew how he felt because if i were with another guy, i would still care for him. so me and him were just so happy together. we went places, we hugged, we kissed, we laughed. it was me and him and that was that. fuck... i'm forgetting what happened. but all i know is that i didn't wanna wake up. i wanted to dream forever because i was so happy in it... we were both so happy. ugh
lol ok i'm such a loser. whatever! now i gota get ready.